this world is going crazy...
ok, i think i have a little more inspiration on what to blog about today. it isn't really about anything good, neither is it about anything bad. but just some thoughts that crossed my mind today.
firstly, school's gonna re-open soon, to be exact, this coming monday. i've checked my new timetable, checked the electives that are allocated to me. if i am to acknowledge both electives and stick with them through the semester, it's gonna be one helluva hellish semester for me. it's going to be a visous cycle once again, the question of whether to S/U a certain elective or not, the question whether i can do well or not in the new semester, the question of how i am going to prioritise my different activities, studies and friendships as all are equally important to me. once again, four traumatising semesters are awaiting for me to go through, but on the other hand, it seems like many new things worth learning are also hidden within the 4 hellish months ahead. we shall see when the time comes =)
secondly, i kind of envy my other close friends in another course. we are all students of the same university, but how come they have so much lesser cores to handle. maybe they do have more electives to clear. but this is so ridiculous... 2 cores vs 6 cores. it's a big difference. i'm just jealous cos they can have the free time to do other things besides concentrating on the core subjects. i wouldn't mind being labeled a BS freak, oh god, pls let me have fewer core subjects too... kinda impossible. if i could have that kind of timetable they have, i'd be able to take up a few tuition jobs and get some income for myself man... haiz.
thirdly, i think people around me are too (i can't think of the correct word to use). why can't people forgive and forget sometimes? don't they find it tiring to dwell on certain unhappy matters for such long periods? no, i am not the one who did anything wrong. i'm just an outsider with respect to whatever that had happened. but it's seriously affecting me too. i find life very tiring sometimes to have to deal with people. you'd get what i mean if you have close ones around you that keep harping on certain issues, talking to you as if you have done something to let that person down, not wanting to say anything about whatever that happened. i really feel very trapped cos i don't even know what is going on. it's really getting on my nerves. if someone else has done u wrong, go settle the score with the person, go get the issue solved. once, twice, thrice, i give it to you. don't think that my tolerance level is as high as the OUB Building. so please, be more mature. if you feel the need to talk to someone else neutral, please do so and not treat her or him like she or he is your punching bag that you can hit non-stop. 看了都不顺眼！ i mean, life is like this. things - either you get them or you don't. sometimes no matter how hard you try, things may not go your way. luck isn't always on your side. i just want everyone to take things easy sometimes. if anyone 得罪 you, just 忍一时风平浪静， 退一步海阔天空. there is no point in trying to make everything go the way you want them to be cos you know there'll be a limit to how much you can do. sometimes one should just practice the 10/90 rule.
the 10/90 rule isn't really a rule, but it's just a guideline on how you should live your life. 10% of anything that happens is up to the individual. 90% of the thing that happens after that is up to luck, fate or whatever you call it. 谋事在人，成事在天 - this chinese phrase is so correct, man can only do so much, the rest is really up to fate.
i just hope all my friends out there would be happy, and not allow too many things to 气昏了头, and forgetting that there are people out there who are really concerned. that's all i can say. if anyone is not happy about what i have said tonight...... i oso can't do anything =)
firstly, school's gonna re-open soon, to be exact, this coming monday. i've checked my new timetable, checked the electives that are allocated to me. if i am to acknowledge both electives and stick with them through the semester, it's gonna be one helluva hellish semester for me. it's going to be a visous cycle once again, the question of whether to S/U a certain elective or not, the question whether i can do well or not in the new semester, the question of how i am going to prioritise my different activities, studies and friendships as all are equally important to me. once again, four traumatising semesters are awaiting for me to go through, but on the other hand, it seems like many new things worth learning are also hidden within the 4 hellish months ahead. we shall see when the time comes =)
secondly, i kind of envy my other close friends in another course. we are all students of the same university, but how come they have so much lesser cores to handle. maybe they do have more electives to clear. but this is so ridiculous... 2 cores vs 6 cores. it's a big difference. i'm just jealous cos they can have the free time to do other things besides concentrating on the core subjects. i wouldn't mind being labeled a BS freak, oh god, pls let me have fewer core subjects too... kinda impossible. if i could have that kind of timetable they have, i'd be able to take up a few tuition jobs and get some income for myself man... haiz.
thirdly, i think people around me are too (i can't think of the correct word to use). why can't people forgive and forget sometimes? don't they find it tiring to dwell on certain unhappy matters for such long periods? no, i am not the one who did anything wrong. i'm just an outsider with respect to whatever that had happened. but it's seriously affecting me too. i find life very tiring sometimes to have to deal with people. you'd get what i mean if you have close ones around you that keep harping on certain issues, talking to you as if you have done something to let that person down, not wanting to say anything about whatever that happened. i really feel very trapped cos i don't even know what is going on. it's really getting on my nerves. if someone else has done u wrong, go settle the score with the person, go get the issue solved. once, twice, thrice, i give it to you. don't think that my tolerance level is as high as the OUB Building. so please, be more mature. if you feel the need to talk to someone else neutral, please do so and not treat her or him like she or he is your punching bag that you can hit non-stop. 看了都不顺眼！ i mean, life is like this. things - either you get them or you don't. sometimes no matter how hard you try, things may not go your way. luck isn't always on your side. i just want everyone to take things easy sometimes. if anyone 得罪 you, just 忍一时风平浪静， 退一步海阔天空. there is no point in trying to make everything go the way you want them to be cos you know there'll be a limit to how much you can do. sometimes one should just practice the 10/90 rule.
the 10/90 rule isn't really a rule, but it's just a guideline on how you should live your life. 10% of anything that happens is up to the individual. 90% of the thing that happens after that is up to luck, fate or whatever you call it. 谋事在人，成事在天 - this chinese phrase is so correct, man can only do so much, the rest is really up to fate.
i just hope all my friends out there would be happy, and not allow too many things to 气昏了头, and forgetting that there are people out there who are really concerned. that's all i can say. if anyone is not happy about what i have said tonight...... i oso can't do anything =)
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