last day of work...

okay today's finally the last day of work. no more having to wake up at 9.15, wash up, putting on the sony polo tee, and taking bus 132 to amk gain city. and no more having to eat fried rice for dinner.

anyway it had been quite a horrid day. customers flooding in, leon rushing us for timesheet and him leaving without our commission list (he simply has no sense of priority and responsibility). does it kill to wait a while more while i finish serving my customer? just my luck to have such an employer i guess.

but it had been 2 tiring, but great, weeks of experience in the retail line. think the promoters will be jio-ing both of us (as in brian and i) to dragonfly (in vivocity) next week. but sad to say, sch would have started already, and weekdays, it's hard to go la. shall see how.

i just wonder how come i don't feel any excitement about any activities now. for example, wasn't i supposed to be so looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow, when i can finally watch the show i wanna watch? wasn't i supposed to be looking forward to the dinner treat on thurs? maybe things aren't just really going the way i wanted it to be. or maybe people ard me just do not care about wad i think or how i feel when they say or do certain things? or maybe i am just not demanding enough, not wanting to make sure things go the way i want it to be. i just realised that lately, anything that others say, i'll just go "okay lor, since most of you want it that way."

or rather, as usual, maybe i'm just tired. somehow i just can't help but feel a certain way about things that are going on. o' heaven, set me free from all these nonsense can? thanks in advance...