i hope things do improve....

feeling very lousy today... many things, both happy and worrying, have been happening lately, especially at home.

being a bioscience student, i learn about many things that may affect us as human beings, and how they happen. hopes are placed on us whereby in future we may come up with new discoveries and cures.

but when diseases really strike someone close to me, i feel so lost and i dunno what i can do. i can only pray and hope for the best (partly cos i'm still a student only and not a proper researcher yet). i can only look up wikipedia, and notes and see what is exactly the cause and the possible treatments etc etc etc....

for the past few weeks whenever i come home, i leave home with a worry on my mind. and these worries come on top of my own personal problems. i rily think i might go bonkers one of these days.

school's re-opening tomorrow... i guess i'm not rily in the right mood to start sch but i've no choice... life's a bitch (Oh 2006).