2:22am

the time now is 2:22am... reminds me of the time when my EZ-link card had only $2.22 left and i went to top it up with another $20... and the total value became $22.22. haha, but that's out of the point. it's just that, it's been quite some time since i stayed up till so late.

sometimes i just wish that pple will juz come and talk to me personally instead of me having to find out what is happening, or can only guess what is happening. reminds me of a person telling me before that she doesn't want to get to know things only thru a middle person. for my case, i guess it's a medium(not a bomoh, but as in, thru means other than a living person)...

many things that were on my mind are still on my mind. sometimes i oso just wish that i could put certain things behind me. sometimes i may go overboard in doing some things and i don't rily know how to explain why also. (stomach growls). blarhz... i dunno wad i'm typing so pls pardon me. it's 2.43am mind you. long past my bedtime. (okay i think wad i typed doesn't make much sense, so juz ignore... i dun feel like deleting everything after i have typed so much oredi)

sorry cheewee, u ask me update blog, but i put up such an unhappy entry...

i seldom blog about unhappy stuffs... see the rectangular box at the top of my blog? it has this "pure escapism" mentioned there. and according to dictionary.com,

escapism (n) : the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind in entertainment or in an imaginative situation, activity, etc.

so... yeah this blog usu contains only good entertainment for my readers and of cos myself and good entertainment to me means things that when being read (at least by myself), i find myself being brought back to happy times only (hence, pure escapism).

this reminds me of once when somebody asked why i very seldom rant about unhappy stuffs online and i didn't manage to find an answer to reply haha.

anyway i hope that nobody, while reading this entry, thinks that this entry is targeting towards him/her.

ok more happy entries next time... stay tuned. looking forward to everyone completing their assignments at least by thursday (i hope wednesday afternoon cos i wanna go butter factory!). yupz... hang in there my friends!