it's only the 2nd week of sch!! dun be so stressed mk...

arghhh... i'm starting to feel very stressed out but it's only the 2nd week of school... i know everyone's going thru the same shit as me now, but i can't help but feel stressed out. it's making me feel like i'm a person who cannot make it (like kahsuan always say of me... "uncle, u realli cmi leh..." haha) haiz...

i'm not competing with anyone for very fantastic results or what. it's just that i've set a target for myself wic i think is reasonable lah (anthony thinks it's reasonable too...), so it's not like i'm fighting for the A+-es or First Class Honours. I just don't want to disappoint myself. But why is the education system making it so hard for this small little wish to come true.

i wan to find the original me back... i don't want frens to always tell me that i look very stressed out... i don't want to feel demoralized at all...

i'm just weak...

anyway, if... (touch wood lah) if i end up in woodbridge, you all must come visit me hor... i promise i won't bite! hahaha...