it's been a week.....
sometimes i just wanna say smth.... but the words just won't come out... or rather, i don't know what to say.
it feels kinda suffocating, it's like being contained in a chamber full of only carbon dioxide.
but i guess sometimes there's no choice but to keep my damn mouth shut since i don't know what i can say cos sometimes when u say too much without getting your thoughts right first, things go wrong.... or rather things still may not turn out right since things may be wrong to start of with. mebbe i shld shut down my mind instead. haha, but i know it's impossible to do so.
It feels like I no longer know who I am and what I want anymore. Need some 'maintanence' I guess.
nothing in particular happened but... yeah i'm just typing out what is in my mind right at this moment.
anyway, one week has passed since school re-opened. attended 3 days of lectures and i can already feel the stress since i know what to expect this semester. and i rily hate that HW102 module - The Art of Academic Writing. Hope I can survive this year again, with the help from good people like Weibin, Wei Tzer etc etc etc.... Yeah, they're rily good people. smart but not snobbish. I still haven't got to thank them yet for helping me so much last year. But here's a BIG Thank You to all of you... =)
just came back from the E&I Week Bazaar at the North Spine... got my printer ink cartridge and a contact to call juz in case i need to order more ink cartridges. Still hoping they can give a good price. Got some freebies there too, an organiser and a Post-It holder.
many politics going on around Hall right now... hmm. somehow I'm receiving info on what's happening everywhere now also. I also do not know how come these info will come to me haha but yeah, just listen to them for fun i guess. i have been approached too, and i'm giving serious thoughts about taking up a certain position that has been offered to me. Participation vs Serious Studies. dilemma... but it seems that they have all taken that i'm part of them already. oh man.
i'm feeling tired... very tired. can I have 48 hrs a day? But i'm glad that some matters on my mind have been settled. Only some... haha but well at least they are settled.
Anyway thanks to all those who were concerned for me for this period. I will pull myself together asap, and get my life back on track.
-awaiting for kind souls to drop the modules that i want =)- *poof*
it feels kinda suffocating, it's like being contained in a chamber full of only carbon dioxide.
but i guess sometimes there's no choice but to keep my damn mouth shut since i don't know what i can say cos sometimes when u say too much without getting your thoughts right first, things go wrong.... or rather things still may not turn out right since things may be wrong to start of with. mebbe i shld shut down my mind instead. haha, but i know it's impossible to do so.
It feels like I no longer know who I am and what I want anymore. Need some 'maintanence' I guess.
nothing in particular happened but... yeah i'm just typing out what is in my mind right at this moment.
anyway, one week has passed since school re-opened. attended 3 days of lectures and i can already feel the stress since i know what to expect this semester. and i rily hate that HW102 module - The Art of Academic Writing. Hope I can survive this year again, with the help from good people like Weibin, Wei Tzer etc etc etc.... Yeah, they're rily good people. smart but not snobbish. I still haven't got to thank them yet for helping me so much last year. But here's a BIG Thank You to all of you... =)
just came back from the E&I Week Bazaar at the North Spine... got my printer ink cartridge and a contact to call juz in case i need to order more ink cartridges. Still hoping they can give a good price. Got some freebies there too, an organiser and a Post-It holder.
many politics going on around Hall right now... hmm. somehow I'm receiving info on what's happening everywhere now also. I also do not know how come these info will come to me haha but yeah, just listen to them for fun i guess. i have been approached too, and i'm giving serious thoughts about taking up a certain position that has been offered to me. Participation vs Serious Studies. dilemma... but it seems that they have all taken that i'm part of them already. oh man.
i'm feeling tired... very tired. can I have 48 hrs a day? But i'm glad that some matters on my mind have been settled. Only some... haha but well at least they are settled.
Anyway thanks to all those who were concerned for me for this period. I will pull myself together asap, and get my life back on track.
-awaiting for kind souls to drop the modules that i want =)- *poof*
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