Sorry

I'm feeling very bad towards everyone... I'm sorry.

Sorry for being so different (since everyone is saying that I've changed and became more quiet) after returning from Sweden. I admit I still do feel a little lost being back in Singapore, the surroundings and everything else just feel very foreign to me. I don't know what to talk about to everyone and I don't know how to react to situations.

I think the problem just lies with me since I can see that Kheng Boon is adapting back well. Maybe I need more time than usual to adjust back? Maybe I'm just still a little depressed (yes I admit) that I've left Sweden and is back in Singapore.

I'm not being like that just to any single person, but to everyone. But still, thank you everyone who tried to get the original me back. I don't even know where the original me is right now. But still, I never ever wanted any of my friendships here to be dissolved - CSBS, BC, the 3 of us in SBS, my ex-roomie and I, my buttdy and I, OH, and sexy family.

Maybe I just need time... I hope time is the only thing I need.