The dream.....

Just like how lecturers and public speakers from seminars always say, "All great discoveries begin with a dream." Well, something along that line. Or you know, "Dare to Dream."

So I was researching online just now for my Drug Discovery Project, looking for ideas on how to target a certain disease of interest and that the drug target has to be something new, something which nobody has ever tried or established a drug for.

The sleeping devil, or the Z-monster, suddenly decided to target me, and dared me to dream! Deciding that maybe I should try out what those distinguished public speakers always tell us to do, I took up the devil's dare - the dare to dream. I went to bed and took a nap and I had this dream.... this vision, of the new drug target that was going to make it big in the field of that particular disease I was researching on earlier.

Suddenly the dream just ended there... before I could really see what the drug target was.... I just don't understand why scientists in the past were so lucky to make it big after their dream gave them some hints to solve what they couldn't solve and I am just so not lucky to follow in their footsteps successfully.

So, time to wake up and stop dreaming! Haha, urgh~

My favourite scenes from Nodame Cantabile (Spoiler Alert)

Chiaki conducting Beethoven's Symphony No. 7 Op. 92



Chiaki conducting Brahms's Symphony No. 1



Clean your room!



Your head stinks!



Eto-Sensei performing the Fart Exercise



Nodame playing Debussy's L'Isle Joyeuse



The Touching Moment in the final episode (Sorry this has no subs)



The final performance - Beethoven's Symphony No. 7 Op. 92

Sorry

I'm feeling very bad towards everyone... I'm sorry.

Sorry for being so different (since everyone is saying that I've changed and became more quiet) after returning from Sweden. I admit I still do feel a little lost being back in Singapore, the surroundings and everything else just feel very foreign to me. I don't know what to talk about to everyone and I don't know how to react to situations.

I think the problem just lies with me since I can see that Kheng Boon is adapting back well. Maybe I need more time than usual to adjust back? Maybe I'm just still a little depressed (yes I admit) that I've left Sweden and is back in Singapore.

I'm not being like that just to any single person, but to everyone. But still, thank you everyone who tried to get the original me back. I don't even know where the original me is right now. But still, I never ever wanted any of my friendships here to be dissolved - CSBS, BC, the 3 of us in SBS, my ex-roomie and I, my buttdy and I, OH, and sexy family.

Maybe I just need time... I hope time is the only thing I need.