Happy Halloween!!!

hi everyone!!! happy halloween!!!!

spent my day at lee wee nam today and was listening, as usual, to Class 95 again.... i think Vernetta Lopez's programme is quite good and she's a great DJ... her lame jokes are not funny though

she kept collecting evil laughters from callers today too since it's halloween.... haha, and she even called up all her Class 95 fellow DJ, together with Jamie Yeo and Glenn Ong to get their laughters! omg.... she's so free haha...

anyway, i was thinking of calling in too!! to give my evil laughter over the air!! wahaha.... but i was in lee wee nam library, so cannot laugh.... or else the scenario would be smth like that:

library: -all quiet-
me: muahahahahahahahahahahahaha (evil laughter)
library: -all quiet still but all eyes looking at me-

there was this 'Do not drink & drive' advertisement over the air that i liked though. It goes something like this:

'If you're gonna party tonight, remember not to drink and drive....... You don't wanna die in that costume.'

Haha... nice rite? i presume the 'costume' refers to the costumes ppl wear during Halloween parties.. but c'mon, it's a Tuesday.... sighz. no party, no alcholic drinks, no costumes, no nothing. just books, books, books, nothing but books......

and the not-so-funny lame joke that Vernetta said over the air goes like this...

Q: What do you call her dead cow that came back to life?
A: Zom-beef.

and she went on laughing to herself on air whereas i was giving the 'duh' look....

alright, that's all i wanna say today... zzz got so much work to do.... and Dr. Carmel Heah had to 出 stunts and make me have to WASTE somemore time to re-do my portfolio's content page. RAGE.

退后 MV

omg... hebe is damn chio...

Old MTV

just recalled that there's this MTV that i really liked.... so here it is... to share wif everyone....

BS 203 Tutorial 10 has my name in it...!!

see see.... got my name.... wahaha


hmm sometimes i wonder wad's wrong with me... i'm starting to lose steam already... my engine has no more fuel. can't find any petrol station nearby.

lately, the daunting digits of the examination date that is creeping towards us has triggered a stimulatory signal in me.... the panic button has been hit on... but there seems to be no receptor in me that is available to respond to all of these signals... i just feel so lethargic.... performance is so unsatisfactory.

i need more discipline... like the kind i had when i was in Year 1... like the kind i had when i pushed myself to keep running on whenever i feel tired while jogging, especially when going upslope... where did it all go to man? did i eat them up accidentally when i was hungry? this sem's timetable made me skip lunch involuntarily sometimes... maybe my discipline got digested away to satisfy my hunger... arghhh

Quote Of The Day

You can make yourself feel miserable, or you can make yourself happy, doing something.

Whatever it is, the workload is still the same.

thank you ben..

wah, ben is best la... spent so much time doing something for the group of us that went to the zoo during the term break... and i believe doing one takes a super long time, and i think he did 3!! geez... but still.. thanks alot... it's vv nice...

my weekend...

had a lil' fruitful weekend i can say, did many things which i think were productive lah.... came back to hall on saturday to get some work done.

this period has been quite terrible i must say. i was feeling damn lousy these days following the day i got back my BS204 quiz... i rily felt quite f***ed up then... and to make things worse, someone had to tell me that alot of ppl did quite well for that stupid quiz...

i guess i won't be able to maintain B+es anymore, although i still hope i can!! at least i'm trying.... but on friday, that carmel heah had to tell weibin and i that after we edit our draft for this assignment that we had to do for the art of academic writing with some minor corrections here and there, she'd be happy to give us a B+. i was like.... c'mon lah, we put in so much effort for that, we dedicated the whole evening to it and i believe our work is much better than the others la (although not as good as antho's..). grrr....

i think i got hooked on running recently... i nv loved running this much before. haven been training after my ippt last semester, so running seems like a tough job but i enjoyed the runs i've had (hmm sounds like having diarrhoea)....

besides running, i am oso hooked on Class 95 FM!!! the songs they play are so much better than Perfect 10's nowadays, at least from my own point of view (or my own point of hearing haha).

and i just completed running today again, just got back to my room... and i oso did something additional today! something that i've always wanted to do, but got lazy when i reached that place. i ran up the grass patch of the school of arts, design and media!! i emphasize on 'grass patch' not the stairs beside the grass patch haha!! was like so scared that i'll slip and roll down like a bowling ball, cos it just rained earlier and it was slippery.

actually i got abit disappointed when i reached the top. it wasn't wad i pictured it to be. but still... not too bad lah. here are 2 pictures taken up there...



alright, time to go bathe, and den dinner and den...... *shrugs* dunno wad to do liao, although still got many things to be done... haven done my portfolio.. shit.

the same video again...

this is the same video as the one in my previous entry, just that this one is longer... kop it from ks's blog... you can watch this one instead if you're interested in knowing how the funny professor looks like...

sighz... haha...

stress... stress.. stress.... failed my blardy BS204 quiz... don't understand BS205 completely, and trying to write notes for it now.... arghhh....

and not to talk abt BS202 and BS203 wic i'm lagging behind so much on... what have i been doing this whole semester man.... zzz....

sorry to those whom i lost my temper at just now. didn't do it on purpose.

admist all the stress, there's still something funny that made me laugh for awhile... many of you might have watched it oredi but still... here's the video.... entitled "NTU Student Survey"

ding ding ding.... class participation +1

thank you Dr. Sze...

要发达。。。一个方法。。。

这个世界妞是无限,
我们的精力却有限,

用有限去泡无限,
输定了!

我要集中精神去泡个有钱妞。

要发达。。。
一个方法。。。

吃软饭！

new tagboard

after days of procrastination, i've decided to put up a new tagboard... becos thanks to tagboard.com, the previous tagboard doesn't seem to be able to serve its duty to me anymore.

so... pple, start flooding my tag board once again!!

sometimes...

sometimes i just want to be alone
other than that, i hope to have many frens ard me

sometimes i just want to be selfish
other than that, i'd gladly help anyone who needs my help

sometimes i don't want to wait
i just want to be alone and selfish and go ahead doing things myself

pls dun be mad at me, my frens
i just want to do things my way sometimes

i'm sure many of you would feel the same way too
sometimes

so please pardon me
if i ever upset anyone

because
i'll never mean to hurt anyone on purpose

end of another week...

exams are coming, i realised last night... thanks to caddie who reminded me that it's only 1 month plus before the exams.

actually i felt the stress long ago, and the stress is piling up still. i hope i can pull thru this year, now that i'm in the D&D committee. i really hope everything goes well... pls pls pls.....

things at home are improving slightly. went to TTSH and see that mum's condition is improving. a relief at least. and also that old lady in that center bed, good to see that her condition is improving too. the situation was so scary on monday night. zzz...

sorry for the lack of updates, cos it's been a really busy period for me and i think for everyone else too bah. tons of assignments to hand up each week on top of tutorials that have to be done. many readings to be done too.

it's the mid-autumn festival today. saw the kids in Hougang Neighbourhood Park earlier just now, and i was like brought back to the days when i was just like them... playing Catch with my frens and burning everything we can find on the ground. I also saw the 10pm moon! it's said to be the closest that the Moon has ever got to Earth in 9 years, i think. tat's wad i heard on radio. zzz but vv sad, it's a mooncake-less mid-autumn festival for me. right now everyone's slping. i'm the only one awake at home.

still rushing my bs202 lab report. and gotta think of bs203 lab report introduction. wad else, hmm awaiting for bs202 tutorial to be uploaded and many notes to read up on. zzz how to finish sia... and the exams is said to be "not-so-easy" again. everytime the lecturer says things like this, it feels like they are seriously trying to sieve out the "gods" from each batch of students, while the rest are left to die on their own.

sometimes when i look at students from other schools and students from my school, wad different lives we all lead. other fields are looking for professionals. but the life science field seems to be more of looking for the crème de la crème... and since it's so hazy these few days, whenever i look out of my window, i seem to see my own future.

during HW102 tutorial today, i was trying to create a poem that described my feelings, but shit, i forgot how the poem goes already... didn't expect me to be such a poet rite? hehe... hidden character unlocked haha! but now lock back already.

time to get back to my lab report.... zzz and i still smell like somebody after i tried out some body mist thingy earlier today!! the smell doesn't go no matter how i washed my hands... zzz....

coincidence?

hmm just got back to hall... and i saw my laptop's "Home" button lying on the table...

and it reminded me of the day it popped out from the keyboard. i was wondering still that night, "why the Home button?", "did it mean smth happened or was gg to happen at home?"

ok, so something did happen at home :(

i dunno if it's a coincidence or wad. but when i saw it on my table, it occured to me that the incidences could have a possibility of being linked together... argh... haiz...

hope everything turns out fine soon...

i hope things do improve....

feeling very lousy today... many things, both happy and worrying, have been happening lately, especially at home.

being a bioscience student, i learn about many things that may affect us as human beings, and how they happen. hopes are placed on us whereby in future we may come up with new discoveries and cures.

but when diseases really strike someone close to me, i feel so lost and i dunno what i can do. i can only pray and hope for the best (partly cos i'm still a student only and not a proper researcher yet). i can only look up wikipedia, and notes and see what is exactly the cause and the possible treatments etc etc etc....

for the past few weeks whenever i come home, i leave home with a worry on my mind. and these worries come on top of my own personal problems. i rily think i might go bonkers one of these days.

school's re-opening tomorrow... i guess i'm not rily in the right mood to start sch but i've no choice... life's a bitch (Oh 2006).