i'm feeling quite tired still, haven't recovered from the fatigue.
i'm feeling kinda melancholic, on this side of the island.
something is just not right, within me... i guess.

everyone's happy, nicely settled down with their own businesses.
my heart seems healthy, beating away as i'm typing on.
but it's actually lost, unable to find its way back on track.
it seems to be ruptured and rippling out like streamers.
my mind is still in a state of confusion, due to the fatigue?
or has it always been in this state?
or could it be that.... it's not confused at all.




please do bury me, deep underneath... a couple of pillows will do.
if only problems could be solved this way.






happiness is the art of good pretence.
tell me it's true, i can't convince myself.